Oh, yea, I have a blog. I think writing will help me in my journey to finding balance. I am currently trying to save impossible amounts of money to be able to have a wedding. Today I sold my old wedding ring for $800. Not even close to what was paid for it but I suppose it wouldn’t give me that part of my life back anyway. Regardless, I feel weird about it. I can’t even begin to explore why I feel weird about it. I just do.
I also have been teaching 65 hour weeks or more in order to save money so my entire body, mind, and even soul are exhausted. It is, however, becoming easier each week. I do enjoy teaching its just exhausting sometimes.
I meditate daily. I believe that my meditations have opened up doors to some repressed hurt that I have been dealing with in my dreams.
I have fresh juice every morning. Today I had kale, kiwi, and strawberry and I have never felt so cleansed. I ruined it by eating pizza at a band fundraiser so I came home, walked Molly dog, worked out, and showered.
So now to writing. I really want to get in even deeper touch with myself. I feel so much progress over the past 5 years its almost ridiculous. I want to rid my life of uber amounts of clutter and do free and inspiring things over spring break. Maybe even some time with nature.
I will do my best not to neglect this part of myself. until then- peace.